Friday, September 4, 2009
How is everyone feeling on the last day of term 3?
Nothing..?
Hahax..
lolx..
I am just too tired after school, kidsREAD and Band..
I started to feel very frustrated over a girl in the kidsREAD programme..
She only be friend with you unless you buy things for her..
She keeps wanting me to buy things for her..
When she saw the other group has notebooks while she only has mechanical pencils..
She said she wants to go to the other group..
I told her that if she wants to join the other group..
Then she shall return everything I gave her back to me..
Then she said she want both the things I gave and the other group's things..
I could not stand her luhhx..
I feel like pitching her seriously..
I am not trying to be a pervert but I really felt very irritated by her..
She keeps wanting me to buy this for her and buy that for her..
Then when the other kids gave me some notebook for their appreciation..
SHe will snatched it away and say she want it..
I said I cannot give it to her because that is a gift from someone else..
Then she said if I don't give her..
She will not befriend with me anymore..
She then went to ask the girl who give me the gift and ask her to give the notebook to her..
She has a such a thick- skin luhhx..
I really wanted to scold her today actually..
She threatened me that if I don't buy things for her..
SHe will go other group..
SHe everytime also like things luhhx..
Today..
She saw a girl with a Hannah Montana notebook..
She wants that girl to give the book to her luhhx..
Stupid..
That girl say cannot then she wants me to buy it for her..!
She thinks I am an ATM machine?
Crazy..!
The next time I saw her..
I shall purposely give each and everyone sweets and stuffs but not her..!
Who ask her to be such a bossy children..
If she dares make any noise..
I would definitely scold her because I cannot stand her anymore..!
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
I cannot believe it..
I failed my Geography again..
In another words..
I have never passed Geography since the 1st Common Test..
How can this be happening..?
Sometimes I just felt that this is not fair..
Why I study so much but I couldn't pass and others who never even study can get higher than me..?
I know that this means that they are Cleverer than me but I did study and memorise..
Why are my results still so damn lousy..?
I really felt that I should 跳楼自杀，死了算了！
眼不见为净！
I cannot even stand my marks so how can my parents..?
They would definitely skin me alive and be grounded for several weeks until End- of- Year Examinations start..
Everyone is saying that End- of- Year will definitely pull you marks up..
Of course I know that..
But that only is true when you did very well for it..
What if I still did badly for end of year..?
Then my Overall will be lesser..
It wouldn't work on my..
I am just too depressed right now..
I have Parents with Typical Singaporean thinking and I can't help it..
They are just using me to show off to the other aunties and uncles if I did well..
When I did badly..
They didn't even say something better to at least comfort me but just scoldings and canings..
I hate this man..!
They even said if I didn't do well..
I would let them lose face in front of the others..
They are only using my good results to 让他们有几分面子.
I can't believe I got this kind of Parents..
They think such a Stupid girl studying would ever get GREAT results..?
There are in this world something like this to happen but definitely not going to be me..
My Parents kept pouring cold water on me after taking the Exams when I told them the Paper was so- so..
She said that that means I surely can't get good marks le..
I just finished the Exams and I must heard their hurtful words..?
Not even something encouraging..?
I hate them..!
They said that I get good results is for my own good but it is NOT..!
They are just trying to make things sound nicer in front of me..?
If I get good marks..
They can show- off mahhx..
I am very sick and tired of all this..
I need a break..
I really do..
HELP..
I went out with Verna, Chin Bee and Michelle today..
I was a little reluctant to go because I just know I failed my Geography..
So I really have no mood to go and watch movie with them..
But like what Chin Bee had said..
I must go 散心 so I went..
We watch "Bandslam" and it was not bad worhhx..
Interesting and Hilarious..
That was a 2 hour period when I never thought of my results at all..
I felt totally relaxed..
I ate the leftover Popcorn as my dinner..
And I felt that I am getting fatter again..
I know you guys are sick and tried of me saying I am Fat..
But I just feel that all the time..
So..
Today is over and that means one more day till my DOME'S day..
Please help me during this last day of enjoyment..
Take me out and make me laugh..
If not..
I might not be able to do this again..
Please..
Let me say a Thank You to all 1st before being send to meet the God of Hell..
This may or may not be my last day of happiness..
I will be Grateful to you so Please bring me out..!
Thank You..
Saturday, August 29, 2009
It has been a long time ever since I log into Blogger again..
Common Test is finally over and I did BADLY..!
Especially my Chemistry and English..
I failed both of them..
That's why..
I cannot believed I would actually fail my Chemistry luhhx..
As for English..
I have no Confident at all..
I really don't want to talk about this anymore..
Sigh..
It hurt me more..
I only felt that I don't know how to tell my Mother about this BAD news..
She hope that I can PASSED my English but I have disappoint her..
I scared I would cry when I told her the result..
So I intended to hide it from her until Wednesday then tell her from the greatest mark to the lowest..
Sob..! ^^
I surely will kana caning from her, get grounded and forbid to watch television de luhhx..
My mother is a typical Singaporean whose thinking is those kind like..
Everything must get A if not you are counted as stupid..
Then she will compare me with my neighbours etc..
She don't understand that I am not that clever and it is common to fail in Secondary School..
So I can't communicate with her..
HELP..!
I don't know what I should do..!
Friday, August 14, 2009
Today is a very tiring day..
I was quite attentive for the periods before recess..
I started to slack at Mother Tongue and Physics lesson..
Mr. Goh asked what do we think or feel about his teachings..
We all felt that he teaches too fast and we couldn't catch up..
He speaks like firing bullets and I did not understand what he is talking about..
I just copy blindly whatever he wants us to copy..
That is why my Physics dropped because I did not understand some chapters at all..
He has the Knowledge but he do not know how to express it to us..
Anyway..
Me, Janice and Katherine went for the Kids- Read Programme..
We were "chosen" by 4 Malay girls to play with them..
They were very energetic..
Only they were running here and there and shouting loudly for the 1st half an hour..
The others were sitting quietly listening to what the Sec 3s were saying..
I really don't know what to tell them because they don't listen to us..
Janice went to join Amanda Jane's group after sometime..
Me and Katherine were trying hard to let them draw somethings so that they can be more silent..
Although this method works well..
I lose quite a lot of papers and correction tape..
1 of the girls poured all my things in my pencil case out and share it with the other 3 girls..
Hahax..
Then she use everything to draw..
They draw some pictures for me and Katherine using my whole stack of Foolscap Papers..
lolx..
But never mind..
I can take the chance to buy new one..
After they were about to go home..
1 of the girls asked me to give her my Pencils..
High- lighters and etc..
I told her I would buy the same thing for her so that she would give mine back but she just would listen..
Luckily Katherine bought sweets and she told them that if she gave back my things..
She would give them sweets..
This method works..
We went home after that..
I was very tired after I reached home because I was chasing them in the library before they settled down..
lolx..
All right..
Got to go..
Need to do homework mahhx..
I think I have quite a lot of homework actually..
Oh..
Talking about homework..
I don't understand why Mdm. Shen did not call my name when I did not hand in her homework..
Both me and Lyman did not hand in but she only called for Lyman but not me..
Also..
More than half the class did not do the Summary and they still handed in their work..
But Mdm. Shen only called some if the people among them and the rests were not called..
IS she crazy..?
This is so unfair..
Until now..
I still have not hand in the Comprehension because I did not know whether I should hand in a not..
If I don't..
I would get scolded by her after she finds out..
If I do..
I would get scolded immediately..
I don't know..!
So I asked Lyman..
He said don't hand in since Mdm. Shen did not find out..
So I listened to him..
Hahax.. ^^
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
I am so not use to going back to school.. I keep falling asleep during lessons time.. Especially English.. lolx.. Today is like any other day.. Nothing special.. Mr Tee is not here today.. We were supposed to have 1 hour of Geography lesson today but since he never come.. We all went back home.. I think our class is lacking behind in a lot of things.. Like Geography.. English.. Common Test is coming le.. If this goes on.. I think I can fail everything le luhhx.. lolx..
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Hurray..!
Band got the 1st Runner Up in the Talent Quest..!
I thought we would be the 3rd position because lots of things happen on the Competition day..
We reach Band room at 6.45am on Friday..
We tune our Instrument and decorate our shirt while Ronda practice her Drum set..
I volunteered to play the Drum set but my Instrument part is more Important..
So Ronda went to play it instead..
She was definitely a fast learner..
Joshua learn for 5 years and Ronda learn for 5 minutes..!
Hahax..
So it sound better with a Drum set now..
We had a rehearsal before the real Competition which is to perform for the Secondary 4s and 5s..
It was disastrous..
I really don't know what the Back Stage Workers are doing..
They actually forget to brought up the Snare drum while carrying the Drum set..
Ronda was very scared and she use other parts of the Drum set as the Snare drum..
I never knew that the Snare Drum was not brought up until I saw her crying..
She said she make us hear very bad..
Actually don't it is not her..
It is me because I forget 1 whole big part of the score and I anyhow blow in the end..
I heart was sinking cause I really couldn't make it..
I can say is the 害群之马 among them..
So Darren went to scold the Back Stage Helper and they promised that wouldn't happen later on the Competition..
We quickly went to the Band room and practice again..
After awhile..
Geraldine, Hwee Joo and Friends came to help us improve too..
They said I sounded too Flat..
So I went to tune again..
Time tickled pass and it is out turn again..
This time..
It is the real Competition..
I was so afraid luhhx..
I think I am not so scared if I am Singing..
Hahax..
We change quite a lot of formation actually..
We were supposed to walk out while playing the music..
But it feels like we were not very stable while walking out so we decided to stand there instead..
We told each other that the most important thing is that we should enjoy ourselves while playing the music and that would be great..!
So went up and finish our song..
We felt that we were great and we were relieved to have finished playing our song..
Although we only got a 2nd position..
But we were very Happy because we thought we would get a 3rd instead. .
3 Cheers and 3 Cheers and 3 Cheers for JR Square..
Hip Hip..
HURRAY..
Hip Hip..
HURRAY..
Hip Hip..
HURRAY..! ^^
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
So Sad that I am not in the Finals for Talent Quest..
But Band is in..!
Although I felt alittle disappointed..
It is worth it luhhx..
That is what I choose anniway..
I cannot give up since we already work so hard together compared to me alone..
So I make this decision..
Sigh..
Still..
Cngratulations to Yoke Ling..!
She is one of the Finalists..!
Jia You to her..
She is the only Secondary 3 competing against the lower Secondary Students..
She said she dont have any Confident..
But I know she can do it..!
Becasue everytime when she said she no Confidence..
It is the time that she can get good results among it..
Must work hard worhhx..
Just remember..
That is your Dream..
It is what you strive for since Secondary 1..
Think of that and I am sure you can do it..!
Go for it..!
I had already disappoint myself so I hope you make the right choice.. ^^
